Wednesday, November 20, 2013

IT'S A REAL LIFE MIRACLE!

There aren't many words to describe what is happening with D right now other than, it's a miracle. God heard us, y'all. He heard our prayers. He heard our cries and desperate pleads for healing. D has been medication free for months and is successfully discharging from treatment in 2 weeks. TWO WEEKS!

We've all heard stories of people diagnosed with cancer and then "miraculously" the cancer is gone. Be honest, you've secretly not believed it. You've rolled your eyes and thought "That's great! But, yeah right." Ok. Maybe you haven't, but I have. Unfortunately.

I will never in my life forget the night that I realized that I have witnessed a real-life-miracle. I started weeping and told my husband "It's a miracle. I've always heard of them but this is real. A real miracle." He asked me "When you pray, do you expect God to work or are you just saying words?" <--- Touché 

Thank you all for your prayers. Please, keep them coming as D has quite a transition back into real life. 

God is so good. All the time. I'm in awe. And unworthy. Thank you, Jesus. 

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

PTSD Is So Annoying

I can't help but laugh at myself. As someone who loves to write (as terrible as it may be) I sure do avoid it. Maybe because writing always forces me to be honest. And as someone who has been called, "too honest" sometimes being honest sucks.

See my old  Blog for more info regarding the following: HA! Have you ever been to a blog where the writer sends you to another blog... that's their blog?!

I'll stop being elusive. I've been all in dealing with D and finding myself mentoring others (which I love and I feel God leads me to) but I've managed to neglect my own mental health. I struggle with PTSD and if I don't keep my brain healthy (exercise, reading, being outside, laughing, etc.) the PTSD can take a strong hold of me. I haven't been writing because I felt like I would be lying and the purpose of this blog is to be honest.

I do have some good news and I hope to move past my self-pity in the next few days to share the MIRACULOUS news with y'all. Your prayers have been working and are very much appreciated. God is good, all the time.