Have you ever had a time when you were a bumbling idiot who couldn't shut up? I have these moments like every day. I did it tonight during my Life Group. I started by telling the story of how I found the teenage girl who wrecked her car in the rain, then I went on about the man who was shot and killed in front of me... then I started crying. Ugh. I cry so ugly. (See, babbling, again.) I started crying because I feel God has placed me in these situations for a reason. God is using me as His vessel.
Reason 1: To reveal Christ through me and my ability to witness to people during tragedies. Not just those directly involved, but also anyone who will listen.
Reason 2: To teach me obedience.
I have a huge calling on my heart and I have for many years. I've convinced myself that I'm not running from it rather than just don't know what to do with it.
I know He isn't going to allow me to ignore His calling much longer. He's setting me up.
God is a tough dude to ignore.
*End babbling rant*
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