Something miraculous has occured. Insurance has approved D's long-term facility treatment. And just in time.
D is extremely impulsive lately. Terrifyingly impulsive. His illness has once again taken over his brain and caused him to be ripped from our family. But I'm thankful that he is safe. The day insurance finally approved his treatment, he had told me, "I will kill myself. You can try to stop me, but I will do it.".
I wish I could keep him under 24 hour watch, for the rest of his life. My mind and my heart are constantly consumed with thoughts and pain that one day, he will succeed. I have moments when I'm at peace with our battle and trusting God, and then there are moments like now, where I feel defeated and terrified that this disease will win.
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