Pity-Party: Over

Preface:
I'm not sure if I'm legally allowed to post the following, but I'll take it down, if I'm asked to.

I've REALLY been struggling these past few weeks. I'm not sure where we're going to go from here, with D... but I do know that my God will guide me. I wasn't turning to Him yesterday and man, did I feel it. My day was disastrous from beginning to end. I felt hopeless, and helpless, and ANGRY. (I even cussed while talking to my momma.)

This morning I turned on the XM station, The Message and "Bring the Rain" by Mercy Me was playing. The words are PERFECT. They are everything I need to hear to reign me back in and give it all to God. I am all the time telling people "He does give us more than we can handle, because He doesn't want US to handle it!" but I forgot this, myself.

Here is the video and here are the words.

                                         "Bring The Rain"

I can count a million times
People asking me how I
Can praise You with all that I've gone through
The question just amazes me
Can circumstances possibly
Change who I forever am in You
Maybe since my life was changed
Long before these rainy days
It's never really ever crossed my mind
To turn my back on you, oh Lord
My only shelter from the storm
But instead I draw closer through these times
So I pray

Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rain

I am Yours regardless of
The dark clouds that may loom above
Because You are much greater than my pain
You who made a way for me
By suffering Your destiny
So tell me what's a little rain
So I pray

Holy, holy, holy
Is the Lord God Almighty