Saturday, August 10, 2013
Dazed and Confused
Over the past month, I've had a falling out with 3 good friends. I know I'm not perfect (sometimes I can be a huge jerk) but I'm genuinely confused as to why NOW? Why is it now when I'm feeling lonely and vulnerable and like a big giant failure that made the perfect time to point out my flaws? Like I said, I know I've done something to hurt them or this wouldn't be happening. I don't feel like myself. I've tried to explain this. I know I haven't "been there" for them because I've been so consumed with my family struggles. But I honestly assumed everyone would understand. I feel dazed and confused. And once again, I fail fail fail at (3) relationships.
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Recently I've lost a few friends. One for a good reason, and the others, for no good reason at all other than we're at different places in our lives and we haven't put the effort in to keep them going. I've been feeling really bummed about it because we were such great friends in college and I really can't figure out why we don't get together. Anyway, I read this blog of another friend of mine and it gave me some comfort. Maybe it will help you :)
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