Disappointed

D was supposed to get a pass to come home this weekend. Everyone was SO excited. I was especially excited since it is opening weekend for football and that boy is SO obsessed with football. 

Well. He's not getting his pass. His therapist has been sick and didn't issue the pass before he went out. This is bitter/sweet as it is typical of life situations where we anticipate one outcome and another happens. 

D told me he got really upset and excused himself so he could kick a wall. He claims he maintained his integrity but is still disappointed. I talked it up to him but my heart is broken. I miss that boy.

I'm crawling along rock-bottom. Lord, please give us a break.